Boss

Is boss always right in their decisions? Beg to differ, yes they have the ability to think through and thorough in ideas, but in terms of practicality, they may have not got much experience, only the subordinates do the work and run the show, would have a better experience to understand the whole scenario and picture. They are boss, and our part is to listen to their instructions and execute it. They are just saying the words, not doing the job. We as subordinates just have to do the work. No boss really understand the hardships that we faced every day. When things happened or did not work out the way they expected, they then reluctantly instruct us to do otherwise. Boss only listen or face our immediate superiors and sided them fully and made us feel small at times. Just to vent my frustrations and 'anger'.

Exams Coming

So fast, gg to have exams end of next mth, having tight feelings now. So much to do in the day and got to study at the same time. I told myself to start revising currently or else it will be too late, too late. Now, got the news that the 2 exams will have held in different week. I have asked the course administrator the reason behind the change and she did not reply my email. Just only replied to my other email. Well, not sure why she avoid replying on this.

My expectations

A colleague advised me to put the focus in my work and studies, the rest are not so important. I gave a thought and some may be applicable to me. But, must at least to be loved by someone somehow this has not come true for me. Maybe i was not fated to have such fortune haha...Well, i must pull my socks to do some things meaningful. To be more generous in others, forgive small tiny issue that has mattered to me. I have been generous to others as much as i could. Did the rest do this to me too? I need some recognition and encouragement too. Am i hoping too much? Not really.

Jade Li Yang's album

Last month, i bought Jade Liu Li Yang's album and listened to her songs throughout. Her voice captured my heart and eye. Amazed by her strong vocals and Tong told me that she also was captivited by her lovely voice. Indeed, her songs has some expressed the moods which are closed to my heart. Supermouse had put alot of her videos and have watched some and asked for my permission whether allow him to share out the pictures and videos that i took in SG. I said ok.

Li Yang SPC Event 20 Jul 08

I went to the abovementioned event and found that Liu Liyang is adorable and lively. She looked tired and tried her best to do well in the event. She was spontaneous in laughter and tried to participate in the game fully. She mentioned that it was the first time she attended an event in a petrol kiosk haha...She even posed to let the supporters to take photos. I also took some pictures of her and we were very close to her. She is pretty and tall for a girl's height. Tong was watching her aside. After the event, she boarded up the traveller van with china's promotion aide while Yoga Lin went to sit in MD's car. They arrived 15 mins earlier and went off. I was impressed by her performance and personality. To me, she is cool and professional. We went to Margaret drive to have refreshment.

Li Yang Bugis Event

After a short nap, i woke up to get changed and set off to Bugis Sq to watch Li Yang perform live at YES933 event. When i reached, it was so crowded with youths and some mature ones like me. I have messaged Tong to see whether she coming to watch li yang too. She was tired but she made the trip to watch the performance and get the lyric book to be autographed. I was drenched while Li Yang was performing. The girl beside was supporting Lin Yoga and she was quite nice and chatted with me. Some taiwanese youths were beside us too and sheltered us with their only brolly, so nice of them. We thanked them for the shelter though we were all wet. They were quite friendly, at first, i thought they are from mainland china as their accent not familiar. Mary Bukoh was the compere for the event and she was professional and kept reminding the supporters not to take pictures when they reached the stage. I tried to take a shot of Liyang, not that clear. Finally got Liyang's autograph and so happy. Tong mentioned that she also got her autograph too. What a event i had attended.

Very excited to go and sit Singapore Flyer later this evening. I plan for my family gathering...Brother cant make it time, so mum got 4th aunt to come with us. We went to fetch 4th aunt at her place as she stays near to us. Dad was not sure on the route to the flyer. At last, mum and i directed the route to him. Got the valet parking as it was very difficult to get a parking lot at that time. I went to collect the admission tickets and we had to go through security checks before we board in the flyer capsule. So cute to name the cabin as capsule, we are not the medicine power in the capsule haha...We went to ride on the flyer and enjoyed the scenery on the top. Well, 4th aunt was little scared when we were at the top. I was happy to take this ride with my family. This is family gathering and we went to a seafood restaurant to have dinner. Mum and 4th aunt decided on what to order. The crabs were so huge and the sauce was good, a little salty but we dip with fried buns. So hearty meal. 4th aunt had bought some pearl necklaces in a souvenir shop. Mum and 4th aunt were tired after the meal.

Delicious Food

After work today, my colleagues and i went for dinner together at colleague's family open air restuarant. Had a hearty meal today and with good company. One colleague was too cheeky kept on teasing a new colleague. I can sense the tenseness and pretend not to hear that. Mark came to get some dinner for his wife and he also bought the curry puff too. Kim came late too this evening. Got dad to fetch me home after dinner haha...pampered girl hehe...I sms Tong that i will share some red wine with her. She was interested too. Well, i need to attend class tomorrow. So much to do for today.

Flare Up

My colleague commented that i was too hot tempered at times and i was puzzled she commented on this. I do not like to show my temper in workplace unless it is necessary. Maybe she is true. I should curb my temper. I also do not wish to flare up in the office. Am i too hasty in showing temper? I had so much thoughts in my mind this day. My boss was enquring on some urgent work to be done and the manager would like to take a look before forwarding to the relevant parties for consideration. I would like to do a good job and was too careless some occasions. My boss had to remind me to redo it. Well, she is the boss, just have to work on again.

My thoughts for this day

Today is a busy day too. Was quite mad with a colleague who refused to cooperate but the colleague had to do what i need to submit as a whole bunch of info. Well, pple have different tempers and moods each day, be it happy, sad, so-so etc. Things is not as smooth sailing every day, bound to have lots of hicups...So sad, this cant change at all. Went to the dentist today, he mentioned that i need to do a 'crown' for my left upper molar as it is quite thin le. Well, he is the professional in this area, got to listen to him. He is good dentist and gentle in handling patients. VL knows him too haha...What a small world!

The Super Trio

Super Trio, 3 Cheers for them. Who is Super Trio...They are my favorite, girl group S.H.E. They are the best, man!!! Started to like them since 2004, initially, i find them too noisy, so much noise...Well, things changed alot, like their frankness and vitality. Through this group, i get to know pple who like or have interest in them. Even, got to know overseas fren who also like them. Lately, Hebe came to SG to endorse a dental care product/service based in Sweden. Like her frankness and beauty, slowly became a beautiful lady and feminine...I like Ella alot, like her braveness and character. I can say that my character is quite similiar to hers. Am i too old to like them? No, not at all. I must i have many memories to recall when i gets old. Others may not have such experience in this.

Farewell and Goodbye

There will be farewell and goodbye in our daily life be it colleagues leaving for greener pastures or other reasons. Need to give true emotions, not like faking tears or hypocrites...No one wants to see such happened to us and loved ones.

Encouraging Song

I was listening to Fan Weiqi's new single 一颗心的距离, lyrics was so nicely composed. So touched by the lyrics. Fan Fan's songs are soothing to mind and can relax after listening to it. After listening to it twice and sang together, my tears just flow slowly. Not sure whether i was too emotional, maybe too emotional. Being too emotional and too soft-hearted can be a big blow and flaw to one.

One life

Everyone have one life...be it good or bad, life still goes on. Do not let your loved ones see u wasting your life away...Temptations every where...can i resist not to be tempted by it? Very very hard. Determination comes into play now. I have set aside some time to upgrade myself. Friends and colleagues have gave me encouragement and i am happy to hear that.

Unwell Today

today was a bad day for me since morning. My nose is like the running tap and sneezing away.
I tot i may have to go to the doctor today but i tolerated it till end of the day. After work, i went home straightaway. Now is still weak and having bad headache. One HQ dept lady approached me for help on some system update and she kept on calling me for small little problem. In the end, i had to help her clear the 'hurdle'. I had to stop my own work to assist her to solve her issue. My temper was over me for today. Feeling unwell and this had happened.

Young at Heart, Old by age

Suddenly, i felt that i have aged quite a fair bit. Worry too much...I still went to work. Yuelei sent me a sms today and felt in this way...So much on my mind...cant get off it. Telling myself to let go let go...really hard to do so. Seven years back, had some feelings for someone, told him my feelings and he was hard in his reply. I thought that i have forgetten abt him. After listening to particular singer's song, the thoughts just flow back to my mind. My tears is now flowing slowly...Why i cant forget abt him at all and why must make me in such stage???

Potential Singer

Hey, i have noticed one new singer named Jade Liu Liyang. Her voice was appealing to me and her songs touched my heart. Some songs made me shed tears and was happy that she came
into HIM Music company. Have mentioned this to Tong and she also have heard her songs too.
Boy, Liyang is really tall for a girl and liked her frankness towards the audience. She smiles quite a lot over the radio interviews she had attended. Thanks to supermouse's effort to source
the clips on liyang.

The Wedding

hey, we cousins went to Hyatt Hotel to prepare our item for the wedding dinner item.
well, this turn out to be different, things do happen that we did not expect.
yingxiang and yinghui sang a duet requested by cheryl sia. It was a good one.
Leshan and yinghui were the MC for the nite. Leshan was hilarious and humour
the guests. Scarlet was beautiful in her evening dress. Yingmin and Yinghui's dress were
nice too. I wore red blouse and golden shoes haha...worth a lot hehe...

Cousins Gathering

was happy to meet cousins today as we gathered together
to witness Eunice and Edwin's big day in the church.
After the ceremony reception, we went to Cove to have
dinner together. Our purpose is to brainstorm ideas for
tomolo's wedding dinner as Yinghui and Shan are gg to
be the mc for the nite. They sure have heavy roles to do haha...
We have sort of getting ideas what to present at the wedding dinner
program. After hearty dinner, we left the place at 11pm.

My thoughts for the day

Hi, Friends

i have created my personal blog today...Time flies...
What a day is today. My cousin getting married on this day.
Dedicated a song for the newly-wed couple.
Wish them a long lasting wedding and build a big family haha...
My second uncle and aunt can upgrade their position as father and mother-in-law.

Well, i am the eldest cousin in the family. Grandma will be smiling,
giving wishes to the couple and she can pray to God to guide the new couple
as they go along in union in God's care and protection.
Tomorrow is the dinner session. Cousins can all gather together to establish
closer ties and relationship.