I tried hard not to think,
tried so hard not to think
how can i stop thinking about you
tell me how please
i want to forget about you
can i totally forgo you once and for all?

忽然有失落感，莫名的 不知道为好是这样
有点辛苦，有点难受
也许我该放下

今天，我去了一趟邮政局，天公不作美，下起毛毛细雨，快步进去拿了号码，等待柜台服务员处理我的包裹，一份是寄给老友，另一份是寄给新朋友。等了20多分钟，轮到我，赶紧写好住址，我开开心心把信件寄出。雨停了，我到了某购物中心，买了青奥运吉祥物，虽然价格不菲，我还是硬着头皮购买一对。哈哈！！！兴奋兴奋！！！回到家里，欣赏可爱的吉祥物 (*^__^*) 嘻嘻……

Mum feeling unwell, sent her to the hospital for further observation this afternoon.  Was with her almost the whole of today.  Mum, please rest well and hope that you will be discharged early should everything is in order.

一段感情能让人开心或不开心，是挺难说的。
要放下一段感情，是不容易的。
是深深的感触

lately, i felt like a fool.  Am i too nice to people or i easily being bullied...I hope not...But cant helped to have such feeling...

我可以为你档死 你说要不要
你胸口烫的伤 我一个人来扛
没有什么我不敢

对爱的信仰 一辈子的信仰
就算牵不到你的手 我也无憾
就让我祝福你一切无恙

对你的感觉 10年不变
虽然你伤我很深，我还是对你不变
就让我祝福你一切无恙

歌词取至 潘美《我可以为你档死》
也是我深深体会的感受

Feelings for Yesterday

No words can describe my feelings for yesterday. 2 things has happened, but i cant say it has happen. I was happy happy happy...That kind of happiness...

Exchange Friendship Ties

What is frenship??? Very simple, simple concern will do. Really...no other word can describe frenship ties...Thank you my fren. Although it was a short stint at your place, it was an interesting one and admirable one. Never i had done it before...Thanks.

So selfish

So selfish, so selfish, only think of themselves only...need a punching bag to vent out frustrations.

咩人

一米养百种人，什么样的人都有，有好人。有品性不太好的人，利用利害关系，控制米有心计的人，伤心难过也米有用

Hard Up with Work

Another colleague and i had to work so hard for this whole week. She had so much to handle and her kids were not feeling well too. It was not easy for a working mother like her. As for me, had to follow-up with the critical work. I worked hard for this week particularly working late. So much sorrow and suffer in silence going on. Anyway, it has been so long and i long used to it. I reported for work early as possible to clear as much work. Why one particular colleague report early for work but the work level is not up to par. None of my business...Just do my part accordingly and help others.

Alarming News

So much happened for yesterday, first was my laptop suddenly 'black out' ard 9.30 pm. It just hanged there for a couple of hours. Had a long mtg with important business partners, they all so 'good' lor, stalling for time. Well, everyone had their difficulty, most importantly, we were to complement each other on work basis. Anyway, we have communicated what was in the agenda and it dragged till 6pm. Mgr called us to gather together to have post mtg and updated us an alarming news. One colleague leaving service and last day will be mid of next mth. It was kind of expected but did not expect to be so soon...Wish this colleague all the best in future endeavours. As usual, went home quite late yesterday...

礼物

看了《礼物》MV，眼眶泪水打转，咩咩把歌曲诠释有别于《寂寞光年》, 两种味道的歌词。
好喜欢几段歌词，例如：

爱情有时廉价的可怜

光着脚 我一路奔跑
鲜血泪水 一路狂飙

收起我的骄傲 承认曾经备受煎熬

咩咩加油！！！爱你

Raining this morning

For this whole week, the weather was so warm and dry...yet this morning around 10.30 am, my place was 'pouring' cats and dogs...at least, it was much cooler this morning...I was recalling schooldays memories like camping, outing, activities etc especially during the last year in high school. So much fun and laughter, there was also not so gd events happening...Students being rude to teachers that kind of incidents. One fren was feeling down last nite...she did not say much but can sense her stress. Well, i hope she can get over it and be happy as usual as she is. Although i knew her only a few months, we can both 'click' quite well. Haha...i kind of teasing her all the time to cheer her up. She quite a bubbly character...Hope she can do well in the coming exams...After her exams, we will sure to meet up again to have laughter and fun.

Met a long 'lost' fren 2day

Was in the train just now and saw one long 'lost' fren, her dressing was so much different...maybe due to the nature of her job...anyway, she was kind of busy, so did not acknowledge her. Sent her message...

Influence

i realized that the influence is no longer there...gone missing. Anyway, feel the emptiness...broken and no longer one piece the original...

With so much effort

With so much effort, still have some people unappreciative...well, i felt so dejected, with me putting such effort earn such...why must the two of them so unfeeling and talking behind my back, and i witnessed it with my eyes...Must do something about this.

Almost vomit my blood out

I almost vomit my blood out coaching one new colleague on some work process. Even took pains to explain and demonstrate step by step. She can be quite forgetful, so i slowly told her the step by step. She took almost whole afternoon to do that piece of work. I have to admit that maybe my tone may sound harsh, but most earnestly wanted my colleague to learn the ropes as quickly as possible. There were still lot of stuff for her to learn and take responsibility.

Unfair treatment towards Ms Jeno

So unfair to Ms Jeno...why why must it happen to her again...Why Why Why...really hate it...

Happy and Sad memories

Happy is that Ms Jeno is happy arriving in TW, she updated her blog saying positive remarks. One funny thing was that she mentioned she got lots of pimples on her face ar. Haha...how adorable she is...Sad was that going to be very busy wif rec exercises again. Anyway, work is always there and need to be watchful.

Many things happening

Many things going on the whole day, be it nice or not, it all happened. Everyone were stressed.

Asking for advice

A new fren asked me for advice what to write for her foreign language class. She already had a topic in mind but she decided to give it a miss. To be frank, i at a loss too... Anyway, hope she can relax and think through what to write.

New Album

...new album in Nov...Woohoo...anxiously anticipating ya

My bd

Hey hey today is my bd...yeah yeah...Anyway, i will be going to work today. So much work to do and completed. The weekend is also drawing near. Pa and Ma gg to malaysia for a couple of days, to attend relative's wedding and tour around the place too. haha...Time for them to relax a bit. Brother also flying overseas for a couple of days. The whole house is all to me hee...Wish myself a happy day ahead.

崇拜你

喜欢这段歌词，是我的心声

崇拜你 刘力扬

《不管别人怎么笑我对你崇拜好傻但我
还是乐在其中》

Rainy Day

Hey, this morning was raining non-stop...but i have woken up...again not able to sleep well.
Day in day out, same old habits, went for breakfast. Saw a fren with her family having breakfast too.
Haha...Better continue write my memorial hee...No worry, have been thinking positively...the memorial
has some element of sadness, try not to write too deep. Eyes were not so obedient...anytime may doze off.
Should i not able to finish writing, shall go into dreamland...

Crazy Crazy Crazy

Today is a crazy day for me. Endless phonecalls asking for this and that. Since when i become telephone operator ar. Getting on my nerves...
Well, be cool and soon it will be over... but it will not be over...

Another thing, one colleague claimed that she unable to find one email on training matters and she still sat at her workstation and the training is at 9am. Oh no, i as training coordinator did my part to remind them. In the end, they rushed down to attend the training.

Important Change

After the chinese valentine, Super Jade declared that her english name will be Jeno which derived from Greek. The meaning of the name is good background. She posted some pretty pictures of her attending an event around the beautiful sea. She even said that we being the chestnuts need to get used to this new name and ready to be befriend Ms Jeno and continue to give good support to the new name. As long as liyang is happy with the change, i will get used to it and give my support to Ms Jeno.

Chinese Valentine

Hey hey, went to express feelings and thoughts to Super Jade in the forum...So many chestnut friends were there too. I wrote an sms to god sis and she said i was too mushy ar haha...She so shy shy shy. Nevertheless, i was happy till this evening. So mad so mad and spoiled my whole mood.

Something quite important

Something quite important going to come back le. Luckily, it was not discarded somewhere.
This is really a good piece of news to get. Yeah Yeah cheers cheers cheers.

Thinking alot these days

Maybe i think too much on things. Not sure whether it is too much or just moderate.
Anyway, be happy and do what is needed.

A Healthy Mind

What is a healthy mind? To have positive mind and thoughts. Understanding and recognising your emotions. Sharpen your strength and Managing relationships.

Anxiety

Should be happy everyday and not fall into the trap of anxiety...Need to more positive towards thinking.

Sob Sob

I want to cry out le...why why why. Have asked myself this question. I am so lost now.

So many days passed

So many days passed, still no news yet. Hope she is still doing fine. S J...
At last, the typhoon in taiwan has been over, but still some people lost their loved ones
in this calamity. Have not been to contact taiwan fren, wish her and all at home are fine.

Harm and Hurt

How i wish i can be more frank to people who are not being themselves. Can they be more frank with themselves, not hide their true feelings? I want to be more open towards some people and need to protect myself from harm and hurt.

Very Hardworking

Super Jade again doing inspection rounds in yangquan early this morning. Oh oh, better rest early ok.
Love love love you!!!

Jade Li Yang

Hey hey, liyang updated her blog today. Happy Happy Happy!!! Woohoo!!!
Check it out.
http://blog.sina.com.cn/u/1244856617

Old old old

Old can be memories which are old. Old memories can be good or bad. Well, some memories cant be erased off.

So much

So much so much so much to do. Well, just do it and it will be over soon.
Well, good n unpleasant bound to have. Good is that Super Jade gg to Msia next mth.
Hurray!!!Woohoo!!!Hope can have time to go over to support her.

Another day of tiredness

Today is the day of tiredness and questions flying here and there.

Tired out

Just plainly tired out, feeling like in a big hot pot of soup...going to melt

Not in Bed Yet

What a close encounter, almost had the chance to chat with Jade LY at ard 4.50am but she left shortly after leaving her comment.
Anyway, still a nice encounter. Love u!!!mua...

New updates

Woke up at ard 4.30 am, unable to sleep, so turn on the computer to surf the net and found out some interesting news haha...so happy to see new updates. Woohoo!!! Going to be in happy mode for these 2 days. Well, i think i gg bonkers soon...kaka^^

Be truthful

Always must be truthful to yourself and others will do so to you. Should you keep guessing what others are thinking bad about you, it is tiring and pathetic. This is of no use to you in the long run.

Missed Li Yang

Hey hey, missed liyang so much le...When is she going to launch the new album...This question is in my mind every now and then. Li Yang Jade ar...we missed you alot alot alot...Jia You!!!

Jade is No. 1

Hurray hurray Li Yang's song is no. 1 in 933 charts today...So anxious during the whole listening process on the radio program. Telling myself that we must not lag and must continue to vote for her. Super Super Super happy for liyang...Must push on very hard...

Sleepless Night

Whole night sleepless nite last nite...my thoughts were just stopped at that point of time...I seems to be thinking of the past memories again.

Tiredness and Right Knee

Tired and unwell for the last few days, no worry Not H1N1 haha...Went to consult doctor on my right knee cos it was still quite painful. Anyway, it will not be fully healed haha...What a sat i am going to have and do.

Unable to sleep well last nite

Not sure why i unable to sleep well last nite. I was having headache and Mum asked me why. Told her the reason, she scolded me and advised not to use the computer too long at home as i have been facing the office computer all day long. I told her that i will take note of this and follow her instructions. She said that she do not wish to worry over me as i should be old enough to analyse the pros and cons. Yes yes, i will measure the pros and cons.

Changes and Work

Many changes, more and more work given to do...what to do, work-life balance still not to the standard that i expected...More effort to do so. Should give more automony to people who are doing the ground work.

So tired

No idea why i am so tired lately...the answer is that i am getting old le...SOS...help me...i am drowning...this afternoon's briefing was so boring and the feedback session so long. There were so much work to do.

Life is like a game

Life is a like a game, be it a win or lose. You win, everyone is happy including yourself, if you lose, everyone is sad but you must not lose your dignity. Try again, dont give up so easily. This is what i learnt from one young lady. Although her words was rather deep in meaning, after reading and understand, i gain insight on this...Woohoo!!! Another thing, lose is not everything, just do it again as i have mentioned earlier in my passage...This young lady was a bit like my character haha...i guess

My thoughts for the day

My right knee-cap not fully recovered yet, haiz...how long do i need to recover fully? No way to recover fully as it was injured. In future, need to be extra careful on the right knee. Well, life is not a bed of roses going on. Now, cleaning up my room, so much stuff to be go through to see whether to keep or throw away. If throw away, i feel sad. Humans always have this kind of thoughts and feelings. See how it goes and if it is really not worth to keep it, just let it go. Even though it was spoilt, but i still would like to keep for rememberance, it brings in lots of memories and fun. The things i have ranges from toys to posters, bags to albums.

CCA

It is time again to be busy at work. Manager just updated the middle mgmt that i gg to take over the CCA which my former colleague is supposed to handle and it all landed on me. Oh no, it became my 'baby' for the time i remain in my position. Although it is not that difficult to handle, but alot of miscellaneous things to take care. Dont complain cos there may be a possibility to handle other difficult stuff...Better just do what is required.

SHE's Book Launch

Yes yes, went to preorder some items at the bookstore yesterday. The bookstore staff called me to inform that i can go down to the store to do the preorder. After work, i rushed down to do so, so happy. Accordingly to the staff, they too also preordered it. haha...that shows that the trio was so popular hee...

Healthy Lifestyle Gathering

We went for our healthy lifestyle gathering this afternoon, went for lunch and played some indoor games which was so much fun and laughter. So long never had so much laughter...Su unable to join us cos she on leave. Too bad, we all had fun but after the fun, time to pay up. Manager has calculated and split the cost accordingly and assigned me to help her collect the debts. Soon is pay day, can pay the debts in time

Injured

Went to the chinese sinseh this morning, he rubbed the chinese medicine on my right knee, so painful but managed to bear the pain. It was a ten mins' process and we paid up. Dad sent us back home. I was like the old lady walking lor...haiz...cant eat cold stuff, curry, sour too...That goes my sunday at home. Listened to the radio programme and waited for 933 chart results. Yeah, liyang's song position was 7th place. Must continue to vote for her. One fren was asking abt the result too. I was busy like the broadcaster lah haha...so fun

Sprained Kneecap

Oh oh ouch...right kneecap hurts so much...oh mine...so careless of me. No one to blame lor...
Anyway, will go to the chinese physician tomolo to seek treatment. Not sure can walk to office on monday.

Friday Friday

Yeah Yeah, today is Friday le. So tomorrow, i will get to meet my new friend haha...She is so cute over the phone...Not sure whether when she meet me, she will faint to see me in such state lol...Never mind, we should be fine haha...i think so...anyway, we gg to talk nonsense tomorrow haha...No no, we are all in sane mind, not from the hospital yet haha...See i am talking nonsensical things now. That is all for now, folks. Tune in next time...more to come

Chilly Crab

Chilly Crab n Bee hoon for dinner, it was a late one haha...One of bible minstry worker who likes to cook, she took effort to cook for ard 10 people. The main purpose was third aunt was here in town and helping my cousin to source for suitable venue for his wedding. Hurray, another wedding to attend early next year.

God Sis gg away

God sis said that she gg overseas for a couple of days and will be back this weekend, she mentioned that she will catch up with me when she return to SG. Good for her, she was busy wif work these days, going away for a short trip will do her good. God sis does not say much but can see she do care for me too. Happy to have her as god sis. This is our fate.

What a day!

Today is really a bad day for me cos i was reprimanded by boss, partly my fault too. So this was expected. Never mind, not to take it too hard, is part of working life. Everyone has pressure towards work like our little babe who suffered hardship. Should learn from her lesson. She is brave one that i can look upon.

All kinds of people

There are many kinds of people around you. Some are nice to you, but behind your back, they backstab you and do harmful things to knock you down. Some are nice to you means very sincere in making friends, exchange information and ideas. Why i have to meet such lousy people all this while!!! Anyway, there is some consolation that i have got to meet nice persons. One is god sis haha...

A New Week

This is a new week to start. So much work to do, new colleague reporting for work, miscellaneous things to collate and report etc. Is there time for me to do meaningful work? The work that i am doing is for my lifehood. Meaningful work i refering is to help the needful. Yes, the opportunities are there for me to do.

Life

I have done or said things that i should not do, very apologetic. Telling me not to repeat the same mistake. This was i said that so many unhappy memories flashed back. Really do not wish to repeat it. Grant me strength to do so. Parents, forgive me just as our Heavenly Father has done for me. He gave me a family to live with, one brother. My brother was so adorable when he was young. Now, he grown up and got married recently. So many things has come and go. That is called life.

Work and Play

so much work to do, going to 'flood' myself in the pool of work. not so bad, still can manage the work. But not sure whether can go to work tomorrow cos have been coughing last 2 days. So uncomfortable and not nice to keep on coughing. Well, going out to watch movie with frens. Oh is the transfomers movie. Woohoo!!! and going to have dinner too. Want to consult the doctor tomorrow first. If not so bad, will go back to work.

That odd colleague

That particular colleague is now checking stock of the name tags and it should be done months ago...She said that she just took over the stationery portfolio and questioning us on this. Hey hey, should be done much earlier and now then check. No point, how can we recall exactly on the proceedings of work which was early this year. Now is already coming end Jun. She is really one kind.

Met a new young fren

Met over the phone with a new young friend, we chatted as if we were long-time friends. She felt the same way too, have shared quite a fair of secrets with her. Well, not really secrets, rather open secrets. Anyway, it was good chat. Another friend knew and met her in person too. I was thinking of meeting her in person so that we can chat further. Chat over the phone can be quite costly. Her bd is coming too.

Lovely Song

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zgYu3FZsX6o

credits from xueyun.net n Mr Bee

In fluster for nothing

Why in a fluster, everything in control...this colleague of mine so not in working mode, worry for nothing...she will always in fluster that things is not going in tune. Well, i have taken care of the details and informed another colleague on this. This colleagues never pay attention to details and asking silly questions. Come on, wake up wake up, not time to sleep, but time to pay attention and do things accordingly. She will forget about this and repeat the same old mistake, fail to learn from experience. When things happen, she will excuse herself from office and let us take the burden. Such colleague we have. Just our luck

Yellow Star

hey hey i want my yellow star, my yellow star...so cute so adorable...
being gd to be young at heart, but my heart is getting old and weak.
I know that this is not good to be on low morale too, but cant help it.
Trying to cheer up myself.

Fathers' Day

Today is Papas' Day haha...We three went to have breakfast this morning. Carpark was full, so we alighted to walk to the hawker centre to get table to enjoy breakfast session. Mum and i had tea halia. I have grown to like to drink tea halia (ginger milk tea) Ginger can ward off wind in the stomach haha...Preferred the drink stall @ holland drive and the boss knew my order b4 i said it hee...maybe seldom chinese like to drink ginger tea...Brother said that he ordered a cake for dad...gd gd.

Happy Married

Brother and Lynda has gone through the marriage matrimony just now. He invited his secondary sch mates n his close colleagues for this event. After the ceremony, we had the buffet hi-tea at Zhou's kitchen. The event lasted closed to 3 hrs. What an afternoon! Rather tired too...

Happy Ocassions

This is dad's bd and brother's ROM. 2 happy ocassions together...a pity, my maternal grandma could not witness brother's marriage. Well, she will give her blessings to the new couple. My tears just flow out like this. Those were happy ones. Dad is 63 this year and he is still working hard for this family. My wish for him to put more attention on his family, was that he put too much emphasis on his friends. I know he also need to have friends and everyone need friends too. Maybe i was too soft towards dad and failed to convince him on this. Mum also had hard time too. I really hope they both can calmly have a consensus. Dad, a happy bd to u. Brother, wish u and lynda a happy marriage ever after. Mum, you have one load off your mind now. Congrats!!!

Lovely cute video clip

Saw that cute cute cute video clip made me forget my troubles...thanks my fren. I appreciate your timely notification. Well, they are the best man!!! Oh boy, they are my like for this life. They appear in front of so many people and the love for them will never fade away. Wish them all the best.

Day in, Day out

Day in day out, so much things happening recently like H1N1, GSS, work etc. Endless work to do and complete. Some people were saying that if there is no work to do, we are all redundant and of no use at all. True. Well, things happen, come and go.

Bad Ones, Good Ones

Why does the bad ones always get away from the work they have created and let the good ones handle for them? Why the bad ones must do such to the good ones? Very sad to see this kind happening around me.

Brother getting married

This coming Sat is brother's marriage which also near to Fathers' Day. Not to coincide with Fathers' Day, but i feel that it is quite a good month to get married or register marriage. Going to have a sister-in-law, that feeling is rather different, not able to describe at this point of time. Dad & Mum did not say much but sensed that they were happy for him. Well, as his elder sister, i was happy too and there will be someone to be with him for the rest of his life. Wish them happy ever after.

Headache

I am already unwell for 2 days and this colleague of mine was really not nice to work with. She was hard nut to crack and refused to follow instructions, making others uncomfortable. I have been patient with her all this while when she was posted to our department. Yet, she still so hard to cooperate with and act blur in times of urgency and priority. Everyone trying to shun her and she made herself in this kind of scenario and circumstances. Why we must tolerate her nonsense and continue to help her? No reason why we should continue to tolerate such mess from her? Basically, if she does not to buck up, there is no way for us to continue. In fact, it was pointless too. Anyway, i really hope that she does not cross the border and trouble us at all. Hard to say, she may continue her current ways and made us suffer. Enough is enough. This is really way out of hand.

Meet up with God Sis

Met up with God Sis on sun evening, she looked good and passed me something that i like alot. Haha...thank you god sis...Happy to catch up with her. Well, she was busy with work all this while. Just plainly catching up with her. I got her something from Venice and she said that she wear it when there is occasion to do so hee...We chatted for about 1 hr plus. I took the train back home. A little tired but happy.

Drastic Change

Everyday, there are changes going on and some turned into drastic ones which we will not able to imagine and understand. There must a rationale behind any change. Changes can do good and harm too. It all depends how you view it. For one thing, i dont understand why one can change drastically.

Tears

Tears, why do we need tears. Tears can be happy or sad. Most tears that i have were sad ones, seldom got happy tears. Very upset that someone badmouth my god sis, the person was so blunt with her words. Why must the innocent suffer under bad mannered person? I also so affected by what she said about god sis. God sis is such nice person with no airs and willing to lend a helping hand. That particular person was so ill-mannered.

God Sis and Jade

God sis is always so busy with work, hope she can take care of her health. Jade Liyang is also on low profile last couple of weeks and she is now in TW doing promotional work in higher learning institutions. Hope that she can enjoy her work and happy shooting on the new drama serial that ella and yan chengxu currently doing too. Not sure whether it is true that babe Jade going to shoot. It will be good that Jade to be in the same cast so that ella can take care of her too. Well, ella is always caring towards to her co-worker and especially Jade is her younger co-worker n artiste in the same recording company. Now, my wish is to meet up with god sis and catch up with her.

Farewell

Had farewell lunch gathering for a colleague who is leaving service and attached to our unit for more than slightly 2 months. She mentioned about me and i felt embarrassed. I did not help her much but all the effort i have put in worth my own praise too. Sad that she is leaving us. Had not much of a chance to get to know her better. Well, there is always parting around us. Never mind, sure one day we will meet up again or come out for tea together. Her immediate supervisor would need a replacement as the recruitment exercise is currently on. The lunch was perankan style like assam fish head, sotong sambal etc. We made our colleague gave us the parting speech. She was really being 'pressurised' by us haha...this was our chance to 'sabo' her. No no, we were all kind souls.

Little Lamb

Mary had a little lamb...now should be Lilian had a little lamb, little lamb haha...
my personalised lamb hee...i want my little lamb lor
Can someone get me a little lamb

Time and Love

Time waits for no man...understand this fully and agree...
Love waits for no man too...true true...
爱到疯癫 也没人能了解
Can leave this universe and go outer space for some breathing space...
outer space haha...
just human beings, not void of feelings...

Many changes taking place

Many changes going on...colleagues come and go...like one colleague who had so much to handle both in office and house. Hope she can cope with it and not to be bogged down with trivial things.
We too heard about it and can just be her listener. We will all help out whatever we can.

lost interest

lost interest in something that we like is really really really easy way out...why why why
the answer is simple, it can be anything u can think of. people, celebrity, games etc...
well, it depends how you view it...god sis was discussing with me just now...sad sad sad
after all, she still have me haha...

寂寞光年

寂寞光年 刘力扬唱

一双手一个梦
一路上不断的俯冲
痛到忘了要怎么喊痛

This part of the lyrics has touched me alot. When Liyang sang this part, my tears just flow out.
Close to my heart...aching so much...Liyang push on!!! Love love love you woohoo...

Finally Reached Home

Hey hey, i was away for 2 weeks. What a meaningful and exciting holiday i had!!!
Well, go on travelling bound to have thrills and sorrows. Good to be back home.
The weather overseas was fanastic, but back to SG, weather was still so humid.
Touched down in SG around 2.15pm...Dad came and fetched us with our many baggages haha
Good to see him after 2 weeks. Reached home around 3.3o pm. Went to hawker to buy dinner at the same time so that need not go out again later in the evening as we were tired after the long flight.

Last Check on baggage

Now doing my last check on my baggage, so much to bring haha...colleague is worried for me as i will be gg overseas and H1N1 virus is currently on the move. Well, i am quite well prepared. Bringing along my thermometer to do daily temperature taking and make a record in case the office need it.

Getting ready Woohoo

Getting ready for my trip to overseas...Mum got me the suitcase, so now i will arrange the stuff that i need to bring. Lots of details to look and arrange. Not forgetting the critical stuff. So excited and looking forward to the trip. A family gathering after a decade...Woohoo!!!
Got to miss my 'baobei'. Miss J and Miss E love u two!!!

Bowling

So long never play bowling liao. Today had the chance to do so.
Mgr and another colleague did not play. So paiseh, my bowling skills not that good

Warm weather

Unable to sleep well during the warm weather these few days.
Woke up at around this time. I updated my blog.
Many things happen like the swine flu orginated from Mexico.
SG now well prepared like the last SARS outbreak in 2003.
I pray for health for my loved ones.

Too Soft hearted

Too soft hearted is a flaw too. Indeed have gone through being too soft.
Not voicing out my concerns. Well, do not want to see others get hurt.
In the end, i was the one who was hurt.

Leave

I was being asked when was my leave being approved.
Told middle mgmt that it was approved end mar.
What a close shave!!!
Must it like this? So strict. I fully understand but can
this not so stringent.
Why Why Why

Yeah Yeah

Finally, got the T shirts le...hurray i am going to wear it haha
Well, the T shirts are so adorable w00h00!!!
After a long wait, it is finally here
but the price was rather steep with the shipping fee incurred
A friend bought the wrong T shirt for me. Not i wanted, in order
not to make the fren feel bad, i still take it and paid $$$

Back to Old Times

Nowadays, i seemed to be going back to old times.
Old times can be memorable and cant help laughing out
some things done before can look silly, but it is worth doing so.
May not have such guts to do so.
Small Kid, Miss PM haha what a title for her
If not for them, would not have known so many others
Friendship may not have blossom out like nice flowers
everyone were so busy with their life.
Nevertheless, hope them well

Special Breakfast

Had breakfast at macdonalds this morning hee...Dad will normally bring me to have breakfast at hawker centre. He suggested having a change go macdonalds...I was thrilled haha...still like a small kid haha...Had big breakfast by myself...But it is no longer nice le...Standard may have dropped...Is my expectation higher now. Nevertheless, was happy to have a change in the breakfast venue and type of breakfast.

Go away

All negative things are around us...
No way they want to leave at all
Why they are always all around us
Please leave us behind and not to disturb us further
Go away go away go away
Leave us quickly

Pay respects to Elders

Supposed to pay respects to elders on Fri. I reached home at 5am on fri as went out
with friends for gathering. We had dinner together on thur nite and sang ktv till 4am.
I have overcome the sadness when i lost my maternal grandma two years back. Recall
clearly that nite, the news came to my ear that she has left in peace to be with grandfather.
She was a wonderful grandmother who believe Jesus Christ as her saviour. Although she had no formal education, she attends church services on every sun to study the bible. She will get mum and other aunts to read out to her the scriptures. I shall not go on before my tears will flow out.

Great Difference

Why there is a great difference on here and other places has much more freedom?
This why is always in my mind
No one can give me an answer to this
Lots of loopholes
no way to fill up
well, fill up also no use to it.
alreadly meaningless

Too Late

Too Late
Too Too Late
Too Too Too Late
No point to salvage it
Pointless to do it becos one person

Small Kid

Small Kid Small Kid...Glad that you are doing fine lately...Your good friend whom i knew personally was doing fine. She is married with two lovely daughters and she is hoping that you
can still keep in contact with her. That was ages ago, we met you and Pan Mei 19 years back, you were nice to us as we were a bunch of teenagers who was close to you personally. We knew that you liked mangosteen, we went out to buy it for you and brought up to your room in the hotel. Oh boy, it was almost twently years ago. I remembered that one of our friend liked u alot but shy to talk to you. Well, we were happy that you wrote to us. You mentioned that you were happy to get to know us as we were the only ones who supported you whole-heartedly. Sorry to say that we broke your feelings as we may misunderstood you. Were sorry to hear that you was down with illness and you still need to work to support your family as your siblings were still young. The whole family was on you alone. Those memories etch on my mind.

Unwell

I was unwell since yesterday, having slight headache, tried not to take painkiller. It was unbearable. Pop one extra strong panadol to make the pain go away. Whole day was uncomfortable. Today also not in the mood to work too. Told myself to bear it and go home and rest. Finally, time to go home. My colleague cracked some jokes to me. Thanks to her haha...

Cheer Chen SG Concert 2009

A fren and i went to Cheer Chen's concert at Indoor Stadium. Must say that Cheer was very good in her performance, the band was perfectly well. Although it was not full house, the warming audience and she done the encore parts several times. I bought the concert T-shirt for myself. She really a talent in writing and composing songs. Another fren was almost late for the concert. Hope he did not miss any part of the concert. I liked one particular song alot and that was '小步舞曲'. Her guitar skills was superb. What a performance by her.

Uptight

Our new business partner called me this afternoon as i requested him to give us update on the work proceedings. I was not clear what he is trying to say and his facts were not accurate. His answer was unsatisfactory and made me more confused. In the end, he made a mess until boss had to call him to clarify. It was not i wanted to flare up my temper. Another lady colleague of his also one kind, we have forwarded the documents for them to process. She had the cheek to return to us and mentioned that it was not their area of work. So unprofessional. Might as well, i finished up the work and inform what they were required to do.

April Fools' Joke

Played April Fool's joke with boss, she was calm enough to treat it as a joke.
No harm in doing so. I think that i did not do such to other bosses.
She was the first one.
Not everyone can take such joke.
Just to make life a little easy.

Very tired out

Really getting old, energy level has gone down, thinking too much.
cant stop thinking too much.

Move Forward Li Yang

Li Yang Li Yang, you may not be able to see this post of mine. I still wanted to tell you that continue to move forward. I will continue to give you my moral support.

Good Oldies To Remember

I was going through my songbook and found some oldies' titles, so went to xxxtube to check it out. Hey, there were some pple uploaded some of the songs, i was delighted to revive old memories. No idea why now i was attracted to these songs but one thing, i grew up listening to it e.g. 江玲，沈雁，金瑞瑶 etc. In the 90s, i listened to Pan MC and Fang JW's songs too. Kheow and BF liked Pan's songs very much and they even sang in the school's song compeition. That was good old memories to remiscise. We even got to know their promotion executive too. It was fate and we became frens.

Final Final Exercise

Finally, yesterday's recruitment event has ended quite smoothly. What a long day at work...Well, it is not as bad as i think in the first place. Over for now. Long long long process. Met one former colleague, she now in school as P. Sure to meet some old faces.

Li Yang@FRH Msia Concert Mar 09

Li Yang will be the guest singer for FRH's Msia concert tomorrow in KL.
Saw in the forum that she has arrived yesterday. Hope she has recovered fully
from her flu. 3 cheers for liyang!!! Jia You Jia You Jia You

New Born

Heard that our DD and another manager had given birth to a baby boy and girl respectively.
Happy for them!!! Wish them have good rest and wish their babies can grow strong and well.

Graduation Ceremony in May

Just received the graduation ceremony notification from SHRI this evening.
I would be most happy to attend and hope other course mates will attend too.
Each graduate can bring one guest to the ceremony. My first thought is to invite
god sister to attend. Hope she can accept my invitation and make time to attend and be
happy for me. Also thinking of inviting my supervisor and best fren to attend too.

Madly Love

空荡荡的房间 坟墓里一样安静的夜 不肯死去的昨天 陪著我还在等谁你一定没有变 一定还爱我对不对眼角不能有泪水 下一秒你就会出现爱到疯癫 哭的酸的无所谓 看背叛爬上你不遮掩的脸 我竟然还觉得很美爱到疯癫 伤了痛了都没感觉 你要我等你到哪个期限 我都奉陪(间奏)你下楼去买菸 然后迷路迷了几天 这样牵强的谎言 对我都是种慰藉你一定没有变 一定还爱我像从前 嘴角不能再流血 等一下吻你不方便爱到疯癫 哭的酸的无所谓 看背叛爬上你不遮掩的脸 我竟然还觉得很美爱到疯癫 伤了痛了都没感觉 你要我等你到哪个期限 你要我在赔上多少岁月 我都奉陪WOO~ 阿~爱到疯癫 哭的酸了无所谓 看背叛爬上你不遮掩的脸 我竟然还觉得很美爱~到疯癫 伤了痛了都没感觉 你要我等你到哪个期限 我都奉陪 我都奉陪

爱到疯癫 动力火车唱

Experiential Outing

Our HR dept had the staff welfare gathering at Bollywood Veggies and Sungei Buloh Wetland Reserve. Due to bad weather, our group did not cover much at SBWR. What a waste. To me, it was a refreshing and experiential outing. Personally, i had fun. Before that, we all had lunch at Singapore Turf Club at Kranji. I took the vegetarian lunch and dessert was available too. The rest took the normal buffet lunch. The horiculture guide gave us a experiential tour about the farm. We had 'intruders' from other unit to join. Well, i shall not mention names, but they jolly well know themselves. Such behaviour did not suprise me. Forget about this. All of us got a goodie bag with a pair of movie tickets, etc.

Charitable Stuff Done By the Trio

Going to do charitable stuff to help needy children
Woohoo!!!what a wonderful act by the trio
They are really a bunch of good gals...
So adorable hee...
Love them always

Happy Happy Happy

Woohoo!!! 3 cheers for Li Yang!!!

一个人就好 has climbed into FM Yes Pop charts!!!

Woohoo!!! happy happy happy 3 times of happy!!!

Getting old

Getting old these days, so much in my head
trying not to think too much, but it just flow into my head
having headache, headache, headache
God, grant me the strength to do so
Grant me the strength to go on
I cant afford to be down at this point of time
Very very very tired

Insomia

Insomia insomia please go away ok
This is making me a headache
Please spare me ok
Must concentrate on my work
Well, going to try to drink some warm milk tonite.
Hope it works on me.

IT Show 2009

Hey, the IT show @ suntec was really a crowd. Pple are checking for stuff more than buying.
Saw some pple bought Brand F's laptop from japan. The colour was pretty nice, got pink and purple. Hee...purple is my favourite colour. Li Yang's beijing club tee was purple too haha...
What a purple. Talking about purple reminds me of things related to yam. Sweet yam paste (dessert), yam ring hoo...dont remind me of this goody stuff...Before it, Annie and i went for a quick dinner. I had noodles and she had fried rice paradise haha...We shared 'xiao long bao' which was my favourite too. We proceeded on to the IT show, Hall 403 to 404 was more on camera stuff and IT laptops. During office today, was thinking whether to buy IT stuff or not. Well, need to save for the rainy days. Drop off the idea.

Best Fren

My Best Fren
Nice to meet u yesterday for that 5hr chat.
Well, so much to catch up.
Since u left for overseas to study and get your first degree,
i was at the airport to send u off.
It has been 3 years since we chatted.
Not much of change on your side.
Study and exercise is still your priority
and work is your first place in consideration.
Glad that you have not forgetten this old fren (me)
Take care and we shall keep in contact.

Rainy Days

Rainy Days Go Away
Please come another day~!!!
What rainy days can do
One turns to be lazy
do not feel like doing anything
just lie around the bedroom
staring at the ceiling

Same old colleague

Again, the same old colleague kept on giving us problems.
She commented that we as younger colleagues have no health problems
unlike she has health problems and unable to work well.
This is not an excuse to get away from work.
Very very very frustrated working with such colleague.
She had been with the department for 2 whole years, kept on making silly mistakes.
Everyone do make mistakes, this is understandable.
Sometimes, we do make mistakes too. Learn from the mistake and not to repeat it again and again. This is unhealthy.
Well, no matter how we advise her, it all fell on deaf ears.
This particular colleague is a hard nut to crack and she kept on building a high wall against us.
No point for her to do so. She is at the losing end and she did not even realise it.
She still have the cheek to say us and commented that we as younger should do more.
We already up to our neck. Besides our work, we have to help her along.

Reason for everything

Must there be a reason for everything?
Not necessary, it all depends on the things.
Well, you can give a reason to it or not give the reason at all.
It all comes from you to decide the reason or no reason to be given
But reasoning to pple who do not understand, it will defeat the purpose
of having the reasoning. Some pple want have some reasoning, or else
they will do the wrong thing and keep on misunderstand the morale.
Some will sure not understand and repeat the same old mistake and
thinking that it was right for them to do so.

Leave it and be Happy

Should i just leave it aside and be happy
Can i just say leave it and just leave it
Can i can i can i
So tired, tired and tired
Well, just let it go and be free
Just let it be, let it be.

Outdoor Activity Photohunt Session

hey, we all big wind blow to other tables, i went to Yen Fei's table to join her as
her group only got 5 pple. Fiona was our facilitator, she helped us to take
photos of the hunting session. It was a hot afternoon. At least, we tried our best to get
as many photos as we could. We saw something that should happen to youngsters.
A old guy with a not young woman was behaving imitately at wooden pavilion area.
What a shame!!! In broad daylights...we saw this with our eyes.
Was quite tired after the photohunt session, the bus came ard 5.45 pm to bring us
to Pasir Ris mrt station. Took the train and reached ard 6.55 pm.
What a day we all had

Miss Li Yang Jade and Ella

Missed Li Yang alot cos she has not been appearing on screen, should be busy recording her new album, woohoo!!! Love her love her love her three times just like Xi Bi Fu Ren repeated three times (Ms Hebe's FM role in FM S.H.E album haha...)
As mentioned earlier, started to notice liyang when she sang 'Ti Amo' with FRH's member Aaron Yen. Their vocals are quite matching...A new duet song which i personally like.
I was impressed by her personality...Well, i went to buy her debut album and it was great one.
She has put in effort on this. Another reason is that in some ways, she is quite similar to Ella. But Ella is more cheeky and hilarious. Jade Li Yang has her cuteness too hee...
I like both of them alot alot alot.

Misery

Why why i have been rather moody these few days
My thoughts are coming back again
Am I wrong to have the thoughts coming back again and again
adding to my misery
As compared those who are living in bad conditions of the other parts of the world
my misery is least compared to them

一个人就好

一个人就好 刘力扬唱 爱就宅一起 插曲

街 擠滿了歡笑 太不適合

眼淚湊熱鬧 快跑快尋找

無人的轉角

不優雅時候 一個人最好

愛 說退就退潮 我松開手

回憶卻沒放掉未來 不來了 地球

繼續繞躲回溫暖的夢 我一個人就好

為什麼 越相信誰能依靠越換來

又一次靈魂寂寥有沒有永遠

再不會讓心絕望的解藥如果說

越踏出世界一腳越不能

保留住天真微笑那從今以後

我一個人過 就很好

心 很平靜地跳只是寂寞

潛伏像海嘯突然某一秒

偷襲我眼角眼淚自己擦掉

我一個人很好

Quote from Jadelau.com and Original source from haoting.com

Jade's singing skill have leap further and

the feelings she put in the song was really special

True and Foremost Feelings

From all these years, i have met new people and made new frens.
This is fate waiting for me to know them.
Be it old or new frens, i treat them with my heart and mind.
I presented my true feelings for them.
Not wanting them to do likewise for me.
If they wish to do so, i would be most glad to receive it.

Only my best fren knows me well.
She know who she was...
Only not sure that she still regard me as her best fren.
I will do my best not to fail as a best fren should do.

I have mentioned before that i am too sentimental which was also my weak point.
Being too sentimental may not be important to others.
To me, being sentimental is critical and meaningful to me.
No matter how happy or sad i am, i still regard those past friendship that i have got.

Happy and Sad moments

Happy moments is that the trio was in East point mall to perform and sing for the supporters who were at the session. Told locke that i going to the autograph session. What a day we all had. Met up with some frens who previously met at the trio's events along these few years.
Hey hey, managed to shake hands with Na Na princess and Late Nite DJ Ella haha...
only not able to shake hands with Mrs Hebe haha...she was busy autographing her
signature on the MY stamp folder cover...She was so pretty...Actually, no words to
describe her man!!! No wonder Mr Bee has regarded her most haha...

Sad moment was the autograph session ended. As usual, the trio was busy penning their signature...Mixed feelings that newspaper report that the music company had plans to launch a solo album for Mrs Hebe...That is the case that mixed feelings came into picture...Well, the trio will be still the best in fans' hearts...As for now, no other group able to break through this.

My like for them will not die off...

Mixed Feelings

有辛苦，有委屈只能吞入肚里
不想让人知道。
说出了，有谁可以了解？？？

New Mystery Fren

A colleague mentioned that she gave my mobile no to her fren, so as to make new

fren.haha...I have no strict objections...Any objections are overruled.

Another colleague mentioned that our colleague also introduced this mystery fren to her too haha...

Well, no harm to know new frens. I am quite open to such way of know new frens.

Woohoo!!!

The trio are coming le...Woohoo!!!
Have asked 2 frens whether they would like to go to the autograph session next sat together.
Their answer was positive haha...
So good to see them in person again hee...
they are the vitality pill keke...
3 cheers for them!!!

Two pieces of News

Do u want to listen to the good news first or the bad one first?
Some will say that they want to hear the bad one first
and follow by the good one.
This is my choice.
No point dwell over the bad one.
There is good point to dwell over the good one.

Time

Time flies, the CNY is coming to an end as today is the 15th day.
Well, time always flies if we do not treasure it.
Everyone says that they know to treasure time but otherwise.
Not easy to treasure time for people who do not know how to do so.
I hope i can do so. Time time alway 'flow' off my hands.

Happening for today

Met a distant relative while on the way home today,
did not say anything, just nodded head.
Mum preparing fish salad and pan-field 'nian guo',
she going to 3rd Uncle's place for the gathering,
as i was unwell, so did not go.
My throat is still uncomfortable

Endless

Been telling myself that not to be so negative.
trying hard not to be negative
trying trying
trying trying trying
need a listening ear
where is my best fren
she is also busy wif her work
although we may not meet so often, she do understand me.

Say out now, pointless to say anything

What is over is already over,
no point saying out now.
really no point
really really no point
really really really no point
why now
why why now
why why why now
see no need to say this
too late too late, really too late
when harm has been done and occured.

Flesh and Spirit

i am too weak to say something now
flesh is willing but the spirit is weak
the spirit part is more important
take things too hard
take things too too hard
take things too too too hard
well, everything go and fade away
wish my spirit to come back gradually

Sad Sad

Shall i be sad that something change
Shall i be happy that something change
Shall i be sad that a fren change for something or trade off for some other thing

Live Stage Performance

Woohoo...watch live stage performance this afternoon.
Going with a fren's fren, its alright...
Long wait performance, always like Sylvia Chang's performance.
Although she is not the director of this stage's performance, she can emphaise
her acting skills and direction as she is the script director.
Made a right choice to watch it.
Miss May and her fren gg too.
Hope i can manage to see her and pass her something nice.

Cloudy Cloudy

At last, see the true colours of some unfamiliar colleagues...
true colour sometime not easy to spot.
Once spot on, bingo is the word to us.
will the dark clouds flow again or to another direction?
some stubborn will stay on
some will flow away
Let's hope it will flow away as soon as possible
it blocks the vision of others too.

Rather disheartened

cant get off my head.
telling myself to relax a bit
no one is indispensable...
felt like crying out
no where to hide my outfront feeling
taking it too too too hard
being hard on myself

Terrible Hour of the Day

Received a call which i do not wish to get.
Still, it happened...
Took my best to solve it,
Pushed me to the corner of the 'wall' to do such action.
Already reported to supevisor...
Supervisor advised should such scenario happened again, seek assistance.
Not to carry on my shoulder.
In view of urgency, i took the liberty to decide on this situation.

Woohoo!!!

Woohoo!!!Gg to ktv session with cousins tonite...
gg to a new place near Vivocity...
sure to have fun and play...
woohoo!!!cheers

Movie & Gathering

Dear cousins,
Had a fun time gathered together with cousins for movie
and tea yesterday...
What a nite!!!
C u all later at elder uncle's place
And long time no see cousins,
happy to see you coming back to SG for CNY

Finally

Finally, yesterday's recruitment event has ended quite smoothly.
What a long day at work...
Well, it is not as bad as think in the first place.
Over for now.
Long long long process
Middle mgmt came disguised as normal passerby, came to check things out.
Almost not able to recognise him, but looks can't escape much.

So much, so much

Attended briefing this afternoon, so much to know and do.
What a tight schedule this sat...
Well, saw some unhappy faces but they have concealed it.
Only the mgrs are oblivious to our feelings.
They said that they understood how we felt, but they still do it.
Can say so 'nice' words to pacify the souls...
Nothing much to say, no use to say so much
still have to do it...
still have to do it...
still have to do it...

Nothing new

Happening everyday at work...

No one is happy including myself...

But being happy is important...

Why i am so happy these days?

Thanks to some pple!!!

All thanks to them i must say.

Nothing new

Happening everyday at work...
No one is happy including myself...
But being happy is important...
Why i am so happy these days?
Thanks to some pple!!!
All thanks to them i must say.

Boiling Point

Was so angry today...why i need to be angry...
Angry will make one lose cool and control...
At that point, it was boiling point le...
Walk away to cool myself...
Must make myself realise not to lose my cool in the office.
really really

So much in the head

so much in the head, so much to do, so much to complete
well well, work not finished, new work coming in all ways...
some colleagues away from office for a long time...
other colleague just pretend not to know anything and get away from it...
so many why why why in my head...

Heart so heavy

Heart so heavy these few days...something wrong...yes indeed not right...
Unable to say out that kind of feeling...
Not sure abt myself too.
Too emotional again!!!
Well, do not wish to say or voice out
Let this kind of feeling submerge into the deep sea.

Vote for Li Yang

No time to lose le...continue to vote for liyang...
Even the overseas counterparts are doing their bit...
We, sg parts are to buck up...

Another week

Another week to CNY 2009...Just finished lunch. Mum went out to enjoy herself. Got my own programme for tonite...

Bad Toothache and Bad Day

Bad toothache made me feel uncomfortable...One dept supposed to finish the work and yet made me to complete it. It was not that i do not wish to help...Must they 'bully' the innocent one???
Another colleague had so much to bear and i rendered my help. Mgr had spoken so fast till we cant catch up with her speed.

Work Work n Particular Colleague

So much work to complete and yet new set of projects and work flowing in like running tap. Everyone is up to their neck except one colleague who kept saying that she is busy and no time to help out. When she need help, others will chip in and help. Nothing is fair and square when comes to her. Do not wish to argue with her further, rather use this strength to do work. God knows our actions and behaviour.

Irritating Colleague

This irritating colleague who show no change in her attitude towards pple and work is again on strike. She cant even think logically to complete her stuff...Yesterday, one lady by the name of Mrs LTAK who came personally to pass her documents to HL. So happened, HL was not in office yesterday. That particular colleague called my line and i picked up. She asked me to assist this lady as she on her way to the toilet. She could have asked the lady to wait for a while and get the documents from her. I had to go out and enquire from that lady. So a simple task and yet she had to get others to do. Some colleagues in the same dept find her irritable. Back to the old drawing board. When is she gg to change???

New Phone

Went to buy a touch screen phone this afternoon keke...
happy happy, finally got a phone which i can use.

From One World to Another World

From one world to another world...check it out on 19 Jan

My Exam Result

Just to say that i already knew i will receive
such result for my exam...
Shall i go on to further study...
Know must not be sad, must carry on...

Gathering on 1 Jan 09

Went for dimsum with all cousins this morning.
Amazingly, we ate around 30 plates of dimsum haha...
And the bill turned out to be 3 digits figure keke...happy.
Went to Yakun @ HV for some coffee...it was raining and stopped short while.
Proceeded to Eugene and Fabian's place for some Xbox game called 'Guitar Hero'
Cousins were talented bunch hee...they are our very own Superband man!!!
What a day that brother and i had.